Thinking Of You - Katy Perry (lyrics)

to tell you the truuth, i miss you so much... soo sooo much... happy birthday..

My Commitment Issue

Book one: first experience

               

 She was 15 when she had the first encounter with love. She thought that love will never strike her heart as she was nobody. She is a kind of girl that never feels herself pretty. So loving someone is something impossible to her. Everything happens when she started to be friend with a boy in her class. His name was Thaqif. She tries to be a very good friend to him. At first, she has no feeling of love towards him. But after time passes, she felt something when he speaks to her. He also gives her a certain hint that result her heart to thump tremendously. She can still remember the day that Thaqif asked her to sit with him in the school library. She can still remember how her classmates looked at them with a very confuse look. She also can still remember how he looked at her until her face was all blushing red. That day, her heart was struck by love. She started to love him.  She felt that he love her too. She really wanted to believe this. She wanted to be loved by him. Thaqif was everything to her at that moment. He gives her the strength, the encouragement to go to school every day. He will sing at her desk every day. She will laugh out loud as she thinks everything that he had done were so funny. One day, at the last day of school, he told her. They had to break up. She totally shock with the thing that he said. She asks her why. He doesn’t want to tell her at first. But he told her anyway. He had written her a card. But his mom had found out about his relationship with her. His mom scolds him. So that why he make a decision to broke up with her. That night, she cried herself to sleep. 

my fav lagu- Ariq

ok its starts now

im gonna announce the name of the story that im goin to write... it is "my commitment issue"

wait2

emm abt the last post... im still workin on it.. seachin for idea.. some sort of inspiration.. haha..

this gonna b short

i just wanna tell u guys abt the thing i have in mind..
believe it or not.. actually.. im planning to write a story... mybe a short story or a novel (depend la on how much idea i have haha)
this short story i think gonna b in malay.. (embarrass to write in Eng becoz.. my english suck.. maybe in the future k?)
this story is actually abt dreams.. love.. depression.. heartbreak.. hate.. a lot of emotion..
if u have time, do read, do comment.. okey??

wish me luck  :)

english...... oh english

huuu~ T__T

from now on.. im gonna write in English, like it or not.. my English stated to get rusty, it shldnt happen as i am a future English teacher and my career depends on it.. wht should i do... ottoke??? huuu.. tu lah.. i've made my decision to use English more often.. hope u guys understand.. its not in my intention to brag. but i'm really need to brush up my English.. pray for me friends.. will ya? T__T

RAIN

 ni dia obssesi aku yang terbaru...

its my sweetheart, cute, handsome n loving rain. arhhh~ pensan*

sedar balik*

bukan aku x pernah suka kat dia ni sebelum ni, pernah.. tapi disebabkan kata2 mak aku yang power tu.. bgini bunyinya."kenapa yang hg minat kat dia ni, mulut cam P**(nama orang kampung aku yang perlu dirahsiakan atas sebab tertentu) ja pun".. trus aku x minat.. huu~ sampai ati mak aku kata camtu..

ya tapi pada bulan ini, bulan 4. 2011(haribulan lupa), hati aku tlah terbuka semula untuk meminati dia semula. hahahahahahaha... besss!!! terima kasih kepada su, telah buka ati aku semula untuk meminati RAIN <3.. hehehe..

ni dia drama yang bertanggungjawab buat aku gila kat mamat ni semula.

KANG BOKGU!!!!!!! I LAP U!!!!!!

punya la hensem rain dalam drama ni.. fuhh... aku tgk 2 hari ja 16 episod.. hahaha mungkin bagi orang lain ni pencapaian ciput ja. tapi bagi aku ni dah hebat dah. xpenah aku tekun sampai camni. hehehehe.. apa2 pn drama ni mmg best.. aku rekemen ja semua orang tengok. x rugi pnya.

HARAP DAPAT JUMPA RAIN SATU HARI NANTI.. ARGHHH!!!!!!